Paris. I like jellyfish, things that blow up, and great cinematography.
Not doing good my dudes. Not doing good at all.
Well ya girl just got back from the hospital after having an anxiety attack that lasted 4 days. 4 days.
It’s my birthday today, and I don’t wanna be here.
Wanna die a lot of the time. Breaking down at work, crying all day. These feelings, man. Yeet.
“Suddenly I wonder, ‘Where is the girl that I was last year? Two years ago? What would she think of me now?”— Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
Lol I am extremely fucking depressed
When you’re feeling really suicidal, run a bubble bath and pretend it’s self care, and not self preservation
jonathan from queer eye turning up in skirts and jumpsuits and off the shoulder tops and french braids in front of crusty old straight american men…braver than any us marine
also fun news: we have a radioactive cat at work right now. Her poop and pee has to be stored separately for 6 weeks to let the radiation decay. We’re not allowed to touch her— i mean, we technically CAN but we can’t be face-to-face with her and no lap time allowed. We can’t even be within 3 feet of her for more than 30 minutes.
and she’s SO FRIENDLY. she walks up with that little purruprpppruprrupp!! walk cats do. She wants to be held.
Either that or she’s hoping her radiation will kill me.
Wait how DID she get radioactive?
Thyroid treatment! She has hyperthyroidism, meaning her thyroids are making too many hormones. Radioactive iodine (I-131) was used to destroy some of her thyroid, which will hopefully reduce the hormones released into her system.
You are one unprotected pat away from getting cat superpowers
I think about this a lot. But it’s kind of a draw, isn’t it? Sure, i might get a cool cat power like the ability to nap anywhere and anytime but what if i get one of the bad ones? I’m already a neurotic mess without the catlike hearing. Watch out, I’m gonna spook myself over a leaf rustling and hack a hairball at a trashcan for being five inches to the left.
Also you’ll start being a TOTAL ASSHOLE
Bold of you to assume that’d be a change.
Novel: Daydreams a lot. Running through fields. Lifelong friendships. Wants to change the world. Great memory. Tactful. Fine details.Wears their heart on their sleeve.
Poetry: Soft eyes. Wistful smiles. Only a few close friends. Skinnydipping in the ocean. Late nights. Thinks too deeply. Tries too hard or not at all. Moves like they have all the time in the world.
Short stories: Talks too fast. Wants to run away. Kissing in the dark. Quick touches. Falls in loves easily. Humming softly. Whispered secrets. Can’t stay in one place very long.
Dictionary: Overachiever. Probably plans their day out minute by minute. Hard worker. Reads too much for their own good. Bit of a know-it-all. Wants to be a teacher someday.
Comics: Short attention span. Fidgets a lot. Big imagination. Colourful clothes. Crooked grins. Making a statement. Fluffy socks. Printed t-shirts. Doesn’t think before they speak.
Theory: Conspiracy theories. Long conversations. Midnight drives. Late nights. Circles under their eyes. Bites their nails. Gets worked up easily. Long rants in the middle of the night.
Poetry and Short Stories forever.